hookie

so i've taken this weekend off work. yes, i realize my life is SOOOO hard working 2 days a week that i NEEDED a break. lol. i called in with back pain, which isn't intirely false, but to be honest, i really just needed to flush my brain. i needed some time with bryan with no agenda. some cuddle time with maverick with no limits. to clear my head of a friendship gone wrong. you never expect what life can give you, but it gives it to you anyway. and sometimes you just have to find a way to deal. i couldn't fake it this weekend. i couldn't fake happy, or sad, or helpful...it just wasn't in me. so tonight i'm going to support my cousin in his self-motivated journey to achieve an education. i'm holding hands with my boyfriend. i'm going to play, and laugh, and watch baby einstein with my baby. i'm getting rid of clutter in my life...physical and emotional.

it's going to be a refreshing weekend...